Please Listen,

JJ please listen I don't want to end what we have I just need some room to breath and regroup from the fighting. I never ever want to bail on what we have I love you so much you don't even understand. If I didn't love you I would be breaking up with you but I love you so I just want to take a break, it will only make a relationship stronger, I'm not going anywhere, hopefully you aren't going anywhere. And if we do still love each other at the end we will come back to what we have. And if you're done loving me and don't want to try taking a break and just want to leave that's fine I respect your decision I don't like it but I respect it. I don't want want to lose you but you're in such a hurry to leave. That is why it kills me when you say you want to graduate early. Please don't take any of this the wrong way because I still love you and I want to be with you forever and I feel as that this experience of taking a break will bring out our true feelings for each other. I'm not saying that on this break I am going to hang out with other guys or anything like that, I'm saying I am going to focus on school and field hockey. You are just making this so much harder than it has to be I didn't want to be a huge fight I just wanted it to be simple mutual agreement. You're never going to be alone, I won't let you fall. I shouldn't be crying, you shouldn't be getting mad. We are not breaking up, we are not moving to different countries, we are just going to discover a new love we have for each other. But if you want to end it you are going to have to push me away because I will never leave you. I honestly want to spend the rest of my life with you and this break will help us so much, Jon and Kate took a break and look at them; they are the cutest couple and they love each other sooo much. You just need to be quiet answer the phone and listen to me and Avery because we are trying to make this so simple and easy to understand, but you can not listen to anything we say to you, you have to calm down and I'm going to let you do that. Get some sleep please and relax for a little bit and I'll talk to you later.