It's all the same to me.

"Well who does she hang out with?" - Mama Ligg

"She hangs out with those girls who are all friends but talk about each other behind everyone's back, the 'popular' crowd." - Julia

Yeah there is such a thing, and it's not juts the 'popular' crowd it's me, it's my friends. We do it. We talk about each other behind each other's back. We hurt ourselves, and the ones closest to us. For what? I don't know. I do it, I don't know why? It just happens. I don't get, we feel it's okay to hurt our friends, we think it's okay to be sarcastic to one and another. We think it's okay to yell 'gay' at the phone when someone makes a mistake on spelling. We think it's okay to have a sleepover to discuss the latest gossip. We think it's okay to hurt our friends. I am not writing this to point out what everyone else does, because I certainly can't say a thing because sure I have talked about a situation including our friends, and I can't say I wasn't talking about them because I would be lying and avoiding the topic and making up excuses, which I don't understand when I can just man up and be honest with my best friends and pray they don't stop liking me because of a mistake I've made.