I need this weekend.

Lately I have been somewhat down. I don't show it, I don't tell people, I still smile. But in my head I have been sort of sad. My parents have been on my butt lately, homework has been increasing. Tests and quizzes everyday. And no break. I always have to clean. Field hockey is getting better, but girls are still bothering me. No use to quit, because time heals everything. Things have been kind of bad lately, I haven't been happy with my looks, my body, my personality, myself. I need this weekend. I need to convince myself it's okay to have a big nose, it's okay to have a tummy, it's okay to not be pretty, it's okay to be imperfect. For the past fews night I have been crying myself to sleep because I am sick of being ugly and not being capable of being good looking like everyone else. But it will get better, I hope.