I really need to get myself together.

I can't get my act together, it feels like years I have been unorganized and a mess. I forget about homework, I forget about tests, I forgot about practices, I think about my only needs. Selfishness has taken over. Today instead of being excited and remembering Primetime, all I wanted to do was go home and sleep....I only thought about what I wanted to do, not what these kids need in their life. Today was movie day, it was such a easy day and all the kids were looking forward too it and I didn't I didn't think about Primetime at all, I thought about myself. I haven't done laundry in weeks, my room smells, I (probably) smell, I haven't been up to date on cleaning the bathroom and my room. I feel consumed by school. I really need to get myself together.