Falling out of love.

You're not the man that I fell in love with a year ago..I never loved drugs, beer, or ciggerettes. That what you are. I never wanted to be fingered, I never planned on attempting sex before 18. I know things change but things are changing for the bad. I've never been so confused in my entire life. I don't know what you are. I want the old you, but I can't stop you from changing, and I surely could be changing myself. But the man I fell in love with, loved God, his Mom, Dad, sister, and me. I man I fell in love with was 17 and breaking the rules. One year later and everything is different. I just want to attempt to stop it before it gets to far and I'm not saying that you have to change back to what you were but I just can't love something that I hate.