day two

Today is better, talked to my dad about the break up and he made me feel a whole lot better about myself. I can't wait to see my parents they really my rock. I know I was used by him, for his temporary pleasure but its okay because that's all im good for. I know I serve a greater purpose in life than to be used but for now it seems every person I encounter uses me til I can provide for them, then leave me high and dry. But like I said its cool, at least I know what to look out for, that is the last time.