Frustrated

I cant even explain how upset I am, literally I want to die. I'm so mad. How come I had to fail, how did Brandon pass and not even study and I did and I still fail, why what have I done to deserve this. I just want to move out and be free, and I failed step one. I don't even want to go to school to face everyone and tell them I failed the fixing permit test that anyone can pass. I really just want judgement day to be real so I can go to help where I belong.